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The good days the darkness is away, the second good ones I can feel it lurking in the back of my head and dripping like cold water slowly through my behavior, thoughts and dreams. Those days let me fight back, try to keep the head above the dark waters. Fight back means medication sometimes, other ones sex, read or create. It’s only the need to focus in something is like being pushed in all directions in the air, try to keep yourself focused and maybe that will keep you safe.


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