So freaking tired and feeling empty.
I usually edit some of my images, I do love digital sabatiers and some call backs to traditional processes from my beloved darkroom.
Digital sabatiers of some of the captures of this journey going back to take photographs.
It’s hard to expose yourself in front of the camera. To open yourself and your wounds to everyone, no idea if it is therapeutic, but I feel I need to take the risk again.
Trying to get back, after a long time this is my first attempt to create a photographic project again. Yes, it is about loneliness, sadness, and the everlasting depression that someday will win the battle; but for now, it is my way to try to deal with the darkness inside.
Half brother/sister sibling of my “Fragility” project. https://www.behance.net/gallery/3307002/Fragility To be honest in front of the camera is really hard.
And from a technical perspective is really hard to be model and photographer but also is a chance to use imagination to achieve goals.
Quarantine at the Reservation – Chronicles of COVID19
High quality prints:
I’m posting images in chronological order, most of the time, I’m feeling a bit more at ease in front of the camera. But it is still a hard endeavor.
In some ways to be naked in front of the camera is a bit easier now, testing ideas help to keep the void inside quiet for a while.